It's the end of 2010

So here I am. A 21 year old who has had their life completely changed in the last 6 months. I am an anxious mess most of the time. I am learning how to live with my parents separated, and as an adult with a "big girl job". Kinda crazy. I've never done so much thinking as I have done in the past week. I'm single again so I guess for the first time in a long time my free time is just that. MY free time. So with free time comes change. With this year ending so is part of my life. I am going to change. I am finally deciding to live for me. I'm so tired of being everything for everyone when I can't be that for myself. I so often put myself on the back burner to put those ahead of me who could care less about me. It's time. I am starting to go to the gym. I'm gonna look banging by the end of the year if I have any say in it. I am gonna be better to myself inside and out, starting today.


I find it kind of funny that I went to college as a back up plan, and what I learned and the friends I have made have completely changed my life. Most girls go to college and find their husbands, but I found my bridesmaids (if I ever get to the point where I need them).


So if I had a glass in my hand I'd toast....Here's to the new year, the new me, great friends, some great choices, and some awful ones to learn from. Thanks for the hell of a ride 2010, bring it on 2011.