1 hour of 2010 left

While I am not sad at all to see 2010 go, I am kinda sad to see this day go. Who knew that someone could find themselves so much in three days? I didn't. I've realized that for so long I have been pretending to be happy when I wasn't. And I know that is sucky for some people to hear, but for so long I have been pushing me aside, and for what? An empty promise, and out of fear. I can't do it any more, and I wont. 


So today I went out with two great friends. The first was fun cause we could just joke around. People probably thought we were obnoxious, but hey, you are only young once right? We didn't hurt anyone so I think we're okay. Then I got to go to dinner with my mom and my grandparents. Then went to go see a chick flick. Doesn't sound out of the ordinary for many people, but to me it was a blast. I just wanna have fun, thats all. 


So now I'm at home, my mom is asleep, an awful show is on the television, my phone just dinged, and I have a smile on my face that doesn't seem to be going away...I'm a happy girl for once, and you are NOT going to knock me down. Not now.


So here's the toast for today...It goes out to Lacy Davis (love you girl!) 


So long 2010 and the shit you have brought us, thanks for giving us a semester to live together. Here's to us both ending 2010 with a smile on our faces. Here's to us going to be okay. We're gonna make it! <3