Long time, no see!

So, it has been a long time since I have blogged, and I have done a lot of thinking.

First, one of my track coaches died in the middle of his class the other day. He was such a great and caring guy and one of the best coaches I have ever had. It got me thinking about the irony of the way things work. I find myself questioning God more and more these days. I know our true home is with the Lord, but why is it that those who rape, murder, steal, etc. live long lives, while such a gentle and kind man was taken at a very young age and his students traumatized and his young children left without a father.  I know there is a plan, but I guess I will just never understand, cause its not my plan.

So I started my new job. I love it so much. In fact tomorrow is my first day on my own with no one holding my hand. I am so excited to try it on my own. I have found it is one of those jobs that you just have to laugh off or you wont make it, because there are definitely days where you go home and just want to cry for the people, but there is no need to if you know that you are doing everything that you can to help them.

I must admit, all this change is exciting. I do miss school however. I miss living with my friends, and when I am bored being able to call a friend and being able to meet up 24/7.  But I am getting used to it. I do start school again on the 10th for my masters. It will either be great or awful because it is online. It's definitely going to be a different way of learning that I will need to get used to.

So here's a toast....to becoming an adult. To learning how to do things on your own as a big girl.