So things have been really busy lately. My neighbor is still in the hospital, I am still working at Sammy's and I am also learning my new job which I am really starting to enjoy. It definitely keeps me on my toes.
So through all of this running and the extreme lack of sleep I have managed to do a lot of thinking. (just haven't had time to blog it) I have realized that the only people I need are the people who have never left my side. Unfortunately these are the people I have been taking for granite. They are often the ones I treat like crap. There is especially one person that comes to mind that has always been there for me even though I always shoot them down, and I feel crappy about it. This person is always there, and watches me make mistakes and still supports me even if they don't agree, and I am trying to make up for the way I have treated them. :-)
I have finally realized that I can make it on my own. I don't need a guy to take care of me as much as I would like one too. I am able to work, and take care of myself.
I have also learned that I don't need someone to tell me that I am pretty. If I don't feel it then I'm not. I know I am a good person inside, and that is all that matters. I am getting my confidence back finally.
Lastly, I have realized that I am smarter than I give myself credit for. I have learned so much lately, and I am able to figure things out on my own without someone telling me how to do it, and looking over my shoulder and walking me step by step through everything.
But any who, the adrenaline from work is wearing off, so I think I am going to go to bed now.
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