Secrets

Ever been on the site post secrets? Ever wish you could send in a bazillion at once? I do today. The only problem is I don't know what to write. Do I write about the great stuff in my life or the things I am worried about? It seems like lately I have been on such a high, I finally found what I have been looking for, then I have days like today where all I want to do is go to bed so that they day will end. However, I am so anxious I will not sleep until I clean. Any who.

So I miss being who I was in high school. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying that I want to go back to high school at all. I am saying I miss the sports I did, and I miss running. I miss my art classes and finding ways to just empty my mind. But most of all I miss running. Running was my thing, it was my identity. I miss the way I looked when I ran and how I felt. So I guess it comes between my knees hurting and my mind feeling good. Which do you choose?

So here's the toast for today:
Even though today has been a bitch I am thankful that I woke up this morning.